I cant take it any more,
all I do is cry,
and make everyone else cry,
daddy looks at me with shame,
mother drinks all her pain away,
maybe there next child wont be such a disgrace,
I look at the suicide note i left on the bed,
as I put in that single bullet,
that will set me free,
free of this retched body,
free from this tainted heart,
free from this blackened soul,
free from myself,
I feel the cold metal press hard against my skull,
I start to pull the trigger,
I remember all the laughter,
all the happiness I have had in the past,
I can be like that again,
i want to see my friends again,
i want to live,
I let the gun drop to the floor,
and turned to the door,
daddy i love yo.......
Bang!
As he pulled the trigger,
I hit the ground,
and watch him walk away,
It was supposed to be suicide,
but it was the perfect murder.